Well, I'm having a great time of it at the present time in my life. So i've decided i'm going to take a break from a few things at the minute, unfortunatly, DA is going to be one of them, well, more to the point, new arts won't be happening for a little while. I cannot find any inspiration at the minute.

Shall I explain?

A lot of stuff has been going on recently which has led to a huge mental breakdown on my part, which included a week off of work (which i'm sure went down really well ) But at one point I was suicidal, and at the minute i'm still likely to fall into that state again, thanks to a few special people such as my boss and ex boyfriend, but I won't go into too much detail only that with the boss, he's just such an insensitive prick and with the ex, certain things he's done have felt like a kick in the chest from a stilletto heel...But for the most part, i'm okay, just trying to get my head straight...

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Oh, and another thing that happened a few hours ago, I got suspended from my job as well, for me forgetting to do something legal >_> I'm sorry, but i'm only human for fucks sake! How the hell am I supposed to do everything without making mistakes! I had to close down the entire fucking department by myself as well as train a new person! Argh! So yeah, discliplinary on Monday as well to add to my traumas recently, I am so scared of falling into serious depression again it's untrue But at the minute, you know something? I really don't care if I do for some reason, I just want it all to go black and for me to stop being hurt and upset

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So basically, I'm still breathing, i'm still being me, to a degree, i'll still answer messages and comment on your wonderful work, I just won't be here as often and won't be uploading for a good couple of months.

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Thank you all so much for your kind words, they really made me smile I really appreciate your support and it's nice to know that I have people here who want to see me better

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Sorry you guys and girls.
Speak to you soon
Fang-tasma XxxX

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(I really should just do another journal at this rate )

I don't know who has and hasn't heard but Michael Jackson passed away last night, it has been said to be a heart attack.

Michael Jackson
1958 - 2009

Rest In Peace, you will always be remembered and sorely missed by many others as well as myself, his music was inspirational and my condolences go out to his loved ones and children.



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